I never saw a difference in the colors. I always just had a thing for "black" guys as far back as i can remember. To be honest yes i heard about racism but I had never actually seen it first hand. Growing up I had always had all kinds of friends and noone had any problems until I start dating. Now have a few black girls calling me names and starting problems with me because "I'm trying to be black". White people call me "white trash" and both sides automatically consider me a "whore".
All of this at such a young age I didn't really understand where all of this hate and anger was coming from. Now even my family is treating me different because of my decisions. But even with it seeming like almost everybody was against I had some real friends who supported me and my stubborn and hard headedness. I was not going to give up that easy. I mean I know what I like, and what I wanted, and I wasn't going to let anybody change my mind.
So after moving out at 16 and ending a semi bad relationship, at 21 I find myself a single parent of a mixed baby. Great now I've proven everything I was ever told to be true. What do I do now to me I only had 2 choices abortion was never even an option. Do I place my baby up for adoption: This option just broke my heart especially after being told that I could never have kids. Nope I grow up and handle my responsibility like I always said I would! Now how do I break this news to the family that I just knew weren't going to take this easy I've just disappointed everyone. To my surprise they completely supported me. A few didn't come around but once you meet Jazlyn you can't help but love her! And even though it wasn't always the intention, God knows what he's doing. In the end it touches me to see the hearts of people close to me open and change, to accept something that for years they were against. All because of some brown eyes, tan skin and beautiful smile!
love it! keep it up
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